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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Train belligerence

I'll tell you why this one feels like my real first. Never had I met a man who's soul matched mine. A man who instantly swept me off my feet and love just sprang in. The others...it wasn't love but infatuation. This was the first man who I barely knew but made me love and trust him with just a smile and a hug and a kiss and his revealing himself to me. Insecurities and worries plagued me out of experience but soon I found out that this is like nothing I've ever experienced. And I really didn't see an end in sight...ever..we had already established that the rest of our lives will be spent together. Diamond bracelets, thousands of shoes and a home in every time zone. But now times are hard and you got weak. Now there's no time for you and me.

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Never have
I ever been with a man who's caresses made me feel that his touch was not something obligatory but something that I deserved and should have been there before I knew that love is pain. You were the one that everyone- including Belle and Cinderella- told me about. The one I loved now and later. Come on in...every thing's ready for you.

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